heyy Elaina, its so hard for me to say that im sorry, i will make everthing all rite,i will try not to make myself jealous again..i wil try my very best of me.im sorry,its all that i can say,you mean so much to me,you spend eur time wif me,u feel the way i feel everytime,we go thru pains all the time together,u make me smile,u make me laugh,u make me happy...u noe me well,im juz jealous of a small thing,its like someone is taking you away from me.if we could start again,i could throw the old memories to the shadow of regrets..you were my best sister i ever had,in a sudden,something like this happen,in the middle of the night,i could not sleep coz i thinking of doing something to hurt myself,i dun even think of frewn nor family before doing all this stupid stuff,n  till 3 pus i could not sleep,till i gave up thinking of u..till today,after reading eur bloq about me,i cried, im soo touched by wat u say..aku cume mampu cakap aku mintak maaf,aku cube nak berubah cume aku perlukan mase..aku mmg da lupekan pasal semalam aku maki2 kao mcm2,aku tak bermaskod nak buat gitu cume semalam aku tanak kala dengan kao pasal aku terlalu ikot kan cemburu aku,hari ni aku bace ape yq kao cakap aku baru nak paham perasaan kao.im sorry elaina..