how should i say that i miss you ?

how should i say i need a hug ? 

after all incident happend , the feeling of misses is still there . how? where did i went wrong?

but yea , life has to move  on and it takes time for me , im having a hard time moving on and leaving the past behind .u told me i was like someone  to you , a sweet person . i waited for ur text till my birthday , i keep waiting at 12 but nothing till i text you ,i want to move on but its not as easy as you think,in ur and the others mind u guys think i move on easily like words ,no . its very hard and no one knows behind those smile of mine is full of sadness . but i told myself to be very strong , i miss everything but things and time passby so fast , very fast and so as people change . guys , moving on takes time its not as easy as words are . i miss everything . i bet you miss too but ur word will still be the same MASINGMASING!  hahha. 

lead a good life have someone that is not bastard like me , i dont deserve to have a love ever again . all the time i say i gonna change but nothing change till the day i hit ur limits .and its  over till there 's a big fight and i put tears to you and ur love ones . you should have hated me till today ,i bet you hate me . i know you will lead a good life and someone else will brighten up ur days . you use to brighten up my days no more now ,my friends did . but behind those smiles there's misses ,bullshit la if you guys dont miss ur ex ! haha . really misses you mann ! okayokaybabyuhh ! hahahs .okay lahh i miss EVERY SINGLE THING ! i told you i wont text you its because i saw ur post .so yeahh . goodbye and dont delete your blog that is full of memories !  :  )