Even when i know i'm an idiot chasing after someone who ditch me.
I still need some answers to my questions.
Why do you still run when i'm chasing?
What's the motive of all this?
I dont get it why do i have to be in this state?
Why do i have to suffer?
Why?I know its no use.
Everything has ended.
Why do you still run when i'm chasing?
What's the motive of all this?
I dont get it why do i have to be in this state?
Why do i have to suffer?
Why?I know its no use.
Everything has ended.
You wanna walk away right , there you go . im done . i will be waiting whats mine again.
i thot i was apart of ur life but in the end , i was wrong.
i tot you love me as much as i did loving you ,im was wrong.
yes , i did make a mistakes .
you always look on my mistakes , what about you ?
i have feelings too .
i can cry till i tears into blood but will i get what i want again ?
before the day we went apart , i told you i knew what ur hiding behind me.
you think i aint upset but continue flinging around right ?NO
I spent every of my night crying . why did you do this to me ?
on the 23rd i wasnt bored at home actually , i was trying to take an effort to meet you .
24th you CHANGED! before that , u were hungry and i did tell you to wait and chill while waiting for ur friends to finish eating . you were okay .
but when it comes to me ? what did i get ?
i didnt eat the wholeday due to the food aint nice . i texted saying im hungry you reply me like.......
i called you , you didnt ANSWER me . you made my day full of worries .
when we started this talk about you gatal behind my back , you blame me .
i did GATAL ,but infront of you and yet i have a MADE PROMISES . its just YOU didnt trust me .
afterall i know ur alr with someone else , you turn back straight .
what if u were in my shoes , you were totally sick plus heartache and worries .
i try hard to forget you but i couldnt . i need you . iloveyou . but now im trying to move on slowly , standing up tall . i may not knoe when i will fall again .
i could smile with my friend hiding those sorrows .
but you , you were happier . then i have no say .Im dumbfounded.I don't know why everything has to be on me. go on with whatever you have . even im in tears now , you wont be there anymore . im sorry for whatever happen . its my fault for putting too much hope .takecare 2302011
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