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- Thursday, October 27, 2011 @ 7:18 AM
I know I made a mistake that fears you to come back . I just wanted to prove you that I could change and bring it all back . I know that you suffer with the pains of being heartbroken girl in the past . It has been months since I haven't move on . Till now , now then I realise how much pains have I cause you .I'm sorry dear ex but I just love you . I wish I could make things right at that point of time . I wish I could hold your hands and say I love you every moment I saw you. I wish I could be there whenever you need . I know I was a fool before . I was fooling around when you were faithful . I knew I broke those promises .I could see my mistakes . I tried to hate you thousand times but I guess I love you too much . Even if I'm mad at you I still dare to say I love you . Remember every moment when we argue on the phone .after you hang up I will always say I'm sorry and I love you . And Now I realise my mistakes I wanna say I'm sorry and I love you . But now I knew you had someone elses in your life . It's okay I hope that lucky person could give you happiness and stuffs . But just remember this ,wherever you go remember to count the clouds . It's out love before .It just false hopes that I had for the past few weeks . I wish the best for you dearest ex <3. 230211 <3
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- Saturday, September 3, 2011 @ 3:18 AM
 afadsmallkid Worstexever . |
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afadsmallkid Worstexever . |
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- Saturday, July 30, 2011 @ 5:12 AM
 again . you deleted me , haish ! what did i do ?you were jealous abou that girl at facebook. but what about you ? you say i have a new one and ur walking off again , i burst into tears again . i told you many times ,iloveyou very much . why makes u think im moving on ? you were jealous , but do you still love me on ur heart has been taken by someelse ?and you fling-ing around ,hunney sane sni what do feel ? did i walk off or stay ? i stayed because i didnt give up loving you . tell me, what are jealousy mean for ?love right . i want to wait for you no matter how many years it takes , how many hours it pass and every second it moves . i cant forget you , i TRIED HARD . i cant . i wil wait and that final . i didnt how easy you went off me . it hurts but i just wanna see you happy . i promise myself to love you till my last breath . iloveyou whole hearted . but you ?why did you walk out ? why cant you answer my question ? why ? you know i needed you . always needed . idc how many guys you wanna go fling-ing but i will stay and wait . im strong enough to wait for someone that open my heart . and that is YOU ! i used to sleep on ur lap and you played with my hair . i sleep with boboi .ur cute kitten .i used to make you laugh about my sillyness. but now ? you had someone . not me . remember at 116 when the person that you contact with pass by us . what did i feel ? i keep quiet coz i dowant to lose you , everyday you're apart of my life ,i silence you're forever mine .yes,im jealous but i wont give up easily .everyday i was hoping ur text , i miss you badly . i hide all my sorrows deep down. when you walk off me , my heart was slash into deep pieces . i need you . even if we are not as last time , at least i could smile when i see you . i was happy . now , you wanna go away then i couldnt say anything , go for your happiness and be happy ,im always behind you and keep waiting . iloveyou230211 Labels: dont walk away, please |
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- Tuesday, July 26, 2011 @ 11:06 PM
 Even when i know i'm an idiot chasing after someone who ditch me. I still need some answers to my questions. Why do you still run when i'm chasing? What's the motive of all this? I dont get it why do i have to be in this state? Why do i have to suffer? Why?I know its no use. Everything has ended. You wanna walk away right , there you go . im done . i will be waiting whats mine again. i thot i was apart of ur life but in the end , i was wrong. i tot you love me as much as i did loving you ,im was wrong. yes , i did make a mistakes . you always look on my mistakes , what about you ? i have feelings too . i can cry till i tears into blood but will i get what i want again ? before the day we went apart , i told you i knew what ur hiding behind me. you think i aint upset but continue flinging around right ?NO I spent every of my night crying . why did you do this to me ? on the 23rd i wasnt bored at home actually , i was trying to take an effort to meet you . 24th you CHANGED! before that , u were hungry and i did tell you to wait and chill while waiting for ur friends to finish eating . you were okay . but when it comes to me ? what did i get ? i didnt eat the wholeday due to the food aint nice . i texted saying im hungry you reply me like....... i called you , you didnt ANSWER me . you made my day full of worries . when we started this talk about you gatal behind my back , you blame me . i did GATAL ,but infront of you and yet i have a MADE PROMISES . its just YOU didnt trust me . afterall i know ur alr with someone else , you turn back straight . what if u were in my shoes , you were totally sick plus heartache and worries . i try hard to forget you but i couldnt . i need you . iloveyou . but now im trying to move on slowly , standing up tall . i may not knoe when i will fall again . i could smile with my friend hiding those sorrows . but you , you were happier . then i have no say .Im dumbfounded.I don't know why everything has to be on me. go on with whatever you have . even im in tears now , you wont be there anymore . im sorry for whatever happen . its my fault for putting too much hope .takecare 2302011 Labels: its over . |
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- Friday, June 24, 2011 @ 10:54 PM
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- @ 10:29 PM
 eversince you walk off my life , my life is nothing ,its hurts to see you with someone esle but you wants your happiness , you want your life . i miss saying this but iloveyou . i know you dont and you hate me badly . dont blame your friends as they were not at fault , they were just trying to make me happy they tried to make me laugh like you did . the night you walk pass the block with hundred my my heart is more into pains ,but what can i say its ur happiness so let me be the one who feels it . imissyou , imiss ur hugs . you were always there when im needed but now ?EVERYDAYS without miss i read your blog before going to sleep , I SWEAR i miss everything that was posted on your blog , i miss the way you treat me . i still remember the night when im gg off to pahang and you cried on my shoulders . you hug me tightly .everywhere i go now is always full of memories, pondok is where we always slack , fought , BRV is where we meet when you skip work and where we glued back our brokenhearts ,pasir ris is where we always go on sunday and tamp is the place that you went shopping . i couldnt eat at certain point and 24/7 ur name is in my heart . i wanted to text you but the way you reply was a total hurt . you even hope that i die .i cried in the bus but your bestfriend cool me down. she know i needed you . but you already have your new love and new life so go ahead , go on with ur happiness . but no matter what your still in my heart , always ♥ . what happen to us when im next to you and you walk away♥ im missing you in heart but i will try to be strong . okayokaybabyuhh ^^ iloveyou230211♥ takecare of yourself and carebears ^^
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